It is seriously tragic how many of us in the transgender community suffer terrific loneliness. I can understand the world as a whole not understanding us but it has always been surprising to me how few transgender people I have been able to meet. In my limited world, on Facebook alone, I know I have at least 75 peeps who claim to be transgender within an hours drive from me who haven't uttered one word about meeting for coffee or whatever. So, I wasn't surprised that just in the two or three days I have had my computer back up and running, I have had two comments on the subject of being alone already.
One was a comment Frock Magazine received on my article in their last publication:
My name is Nancy Wilhelm. I am transitioning at the age of 61. Your article "It's Never Too Late to Change" by Cyrsti Hart really hit me. I can really relate to what she had to say. While I face some of the same things she does I also have other issues. I am retired and on SSDI with no reserve. So, most (99%) of the things we need to do to really transition I can't afford. Also, the city I live in, as far as the transgender community, is really weird. I have met one (1) other TGirl total. The girls here are not interested in getting to know you unless you are young and looking for sex. I'm neither, so I have a total of five friends, 3 that I might see once every other month. In other words I'm a lonely girl here.
Loved your magazine. I'm going to bookmark it. Hope you can keep it free. Nice to find something I can enjoy.
Looking forward to the next issue.
The other was from a much younger person just exploring her gender identity, along with a supportive girlfriend but with no other idea of how to go any farther. Fortunately for her, she lives within an easy driving distance of Columbus, Ohio which is an incredibly diverse city. I recommended that at the least , maybe her girlfriend and her should make the trip to Columbus Pride in June to at the least see how the "other half's" live. I did feel bad I couldn't come up with any better ideas of how to find a trans friend or even a trans group. Maybe I'm being the bitch again but I agree with Nancy's take on what the majority of the "participant's" are into and it's not me either.
Truthfully, I gave up years ago finding transgender friends on line. I got burnt early when the trans "nazi's" got a hold of me and went my own way. So, I do have my circle of wonderful friends and yes two of them are transgender and they are local.
It is exceedingly difficult to find a friend but far from impossible. The "T" is beginning to not be as silent in the G&L Centers and there are some resources, plus there are good folks mixed in with the trans trolls. It's just a shame we all have to go through yet another super difficult process.
Be sure to follow the link above to Frock Magazine and my "two cents worth" on page 30!
Saturday, April 19, 2014
Our feature cover today is yet another beautiful androgynous model David Ferran. At what point in time do the genetic female models feel threatened?