No kids, I'm not doing my usual "throwing rocks in glass houses", yes I have been to "Bitchdom".
|"Don't make me pull this wig off and bitch slap you with it!"|
Allow me to pick up a big rock and heave it here in Cyrsti's Condo/Bitchdom tonight. Very simply I have found recently I'm being patronized on occasion.
I know you have probably seen the "look behind the fake smile" people think they have perfected. It's like they are thinking, first I had to like black people, then gay people and now you?
No, they really don' t have to like me because I am transgender and worse yet- they think I'm so cool. Has nothing to do with me, it's because they have met a trans woman. They think they are special being one of the 10% of the population who has met a me or saw a me on television.
Through the years I saw a similar version happen in the restaurants I worked in. All of a sudden it became so cool to go to a gay dance club for my female crew members.
Truth is I'm not so cool and this doesn't happen to me frequently. Then again anymore, I'm fortunate to have a nice circle of friends and the same places I go so it shouldn't. As I have written though, I am starting to expand out into a few "active" organizations, so we will see what the future holds.
Maybe tonight, I just needed something to bitch about and maybe I am cool dammit!