Back in the day here in Crysti's Condo, you may have recalled my first prescribing HRT doctor telling me to expect a fuller, longer head of hair. Being similar to most (I assume), I just thought, "Yeah, that's cool, but let's get on to the real priority - breast development." Now that my hair is reaching the middle point of my back, I'm not so sure my priorities were reversed.
To begin with, I believe as sensitive and feminine as my "girls" are, my hair has become a true treasure for me. As big as a pain in the rear it is for me to color it and try to style it, my hair gives me a huge step forward in my feminine presentation process. As one of my initial "admirers" (another pain) told me on one of the first nights I went out with no wig, "Look at you, sitting over here looking all natural." He was one of those who delighted in calling me "Chris" and saying things like "hey man." From that point forward, he left me alone.
I know there are many very realistic wigs on the market but for me I could never afford them, or had very poor judgment in which wig I purchased. So when I did go "natural", three doors opened for me, which were hoped for but not necessarily expected.
The first I mentioned. I just navigate the world as a transgender woman easier. I need every tool I can get and a full head of hair is an effective one. The second and third are intertwined to a degree. The so called straight admirer (or whatever he was) jumped off my boat immediately as do gay men and drag queens. All of them realized I wasn't a cross dresser. Before you want to rip my hair out, I'm not in any way being derogatory. We all know there is a difference between being a cross dresser and being transgender and the public all of the sudden read it in me.
Perhaps the whole theory of why goes back to the Janie Black question on defining gender. One of the responses was (I'm paraphrasing), "Gender is more in the eyes of the beholder, than in the person themself."
Very simply, what's going on in my noggin hasn't changed as much as the world which is viewing me.
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